I'm not just a dreamer

Quiero ser la voz de mis errores

aprender de mis aciertos

y en la espuma de las olas despertar

quiero hacer lo que nunca he podido

buscar lo que no he conseguido

y en el brillo de la noche dibujar

quiero cruzar
y los miedos dejarlos atrás

vuelvo a empezar

algo nuevo y en otro lugar

y luchar por una vida diferente

quiero seguir, puedo soñar

quiero perderme en la aventura del mar

pero para VIVIR, debo ARRIESGAR

sin apartarme del camino y seguiré

yo naci para vivir en libertad

se que asi podre encontrar mi 
F-E-L-I-C-I-D-A-D

What is spinning to my mind?

I call that number and I wait, listen to a voice and I just... hang up the phone. I don't know what to do, if I call him, what should I say?... no idea. I desperately need to know he is safe. I've been asking myself if I would've known about his problem before, I had gone there, hadn't I?... Since a year ago I decided to have anything about him. That plan was perfect, because I didn't realize he was terribly sick. I want him to know I'm worried about him... how? calling you!.... What to say?... hello, how are you? don't die (because  someone loves you!) Take care! See you. Bye

Simple? nothing!